innocence

date...:16th august,2007time:8:30 p।m।
kyu likhta hu mein itna jo koi padh sakta nahi...?
khudhi se bar bar yeh sawal karta hu
likhna to hu aksaraur woh bevajah bhi nahiek bar likh kar use padhna fitrat nahi meribas yuh hi anpadhi rah jati hai meri har kahani.........tuze yeh sab jata kar rulana nahi chahtameri hamnafazfirbhi jab bhi dekhta hu
tere ask se sane mere in alfazo ko mein rona chah kar bhi nahi ro sakta,rah....meri ...anjani to nahi kai bar aaye hai yahan .....aur bhi aayenge,bas har bar manzil ke makam penaam badal lete hai...koi taj ki khawaish nahi merina koi chaht hai meribas ek kahanijo sine me hai merejane kab se dabi padi haibayan karni hai.....abhi bhi thode farz baki hai mereada karne hai...............in hawao me faili teri har aah ko pahchan sakta hu
meinkabhi to tu muzse mileek bar hi sahi tere pallu me sar chhu
pa kar.....rone dena।meri hamnafaz...kyu ki mein jaane kab se roya nahi.....